A piercing goodbye letter I started reading "The Time Traveler's Wife" a little before my honey got sick. I have been reading it and telling him this story while he was in the hospital. I got to the point when Henry learned he died shortly before my honey passed away.
Books for healing/forgetting I don't know which ones would help me, so I buy a lot of books. Some I use for praying for my honey and myself and some I use for just trying to make myself sane. Says a lot about this roller coaster ride. [caption id=""
Happiness for you [caption id="" align="aligncenter" width="600" caption="I tried to do away with crying by creating stars. I bought these craft kits from Heavenly Stitchin' Moment in MOA. Made me temporarily happy. When the strands ran out, the tears started pouring again.
Honey, please stay just a little bit longer?.. :( Dear hubby honey, I would do anything to save you, and save our dreams, but I don't have the power. I only wish you could have stayed a little bit longer. ;( I love you very very very very very much honey. Even now that we are worlds apart,
A picture of many virtues Although I feel like this at this time of my life, I can say that I can still see the positivity in this picture. This photo says a lot. The ant is a very small insect carrying four green sumptous apples The ant is very industrious The ant is anticipating
When you're down, there's no where else to go but UP When you're down, there's no where else to go but UP If's there's one thing that is sticking inside my head right now, that's it. That's how my hubby says it exactly to me when I'm
Healing The Loss of A Loved One Lord, heal me of this pain and let his memories bring me no more loneliness but joy. Dearest Lord, You were once broken apart and You know how it is to be shattered by the loss of a loved one. Trusting in Your deep love and compassion, I come to
Baclaran Church Its been years since I last set foot in this Church. I did not get to sleep at all the night before, and so I was weary when we got there. We were lucky to have heard the first Mass. It was nothing like I've expected. When I
My days won't be dark, just lonely This was my hubby's ringtone for me. :) I only wish I could also be wherever he may be. I have your sentiments. My days would be long and lonely but not dark. I will hold on to the love that we had for each other. Nothing will make
Remember me Thank you Mary for this lovely sonnet. I hope that I may be able to remember him this way, and understand that this is what he would want for me too. Though I really don't want to forget him, not a minute of my life. Sonnet By: Christina
Mourning the death of a spouse This email came in from a good friend of mine. Some of might even benefit from this (not just me). When your spouse dies, your world changes. You are in mourning—feeling grief and sorrow at the loss. You may feel numb, shocked, and fearful. You may feel guilty for
Kahit Isang Saglit I never got to talk to you. You never got to see me. We never got to kiss or embrace our last. I will keep longing for it for the rest of my life. Artist: Martin Nievera Title: Kahit Isang Saglit Pa'no ang puso kong ito Ngayon lumisan
To my honey I miss you hon. I lost my future when God has taken you away. I grieve because I am lost and my future is bleak without you. But I strive to be happy now for you are without pain and with God already. Build us a house there and be
To Where You Are I thought I won't be alone anymore. And now I am, I am with broken thoughts of love, episodes of doubt and amidst a huge challenge. I call upon your soul, to be true to me even after death. I have known many bad things even after you
A little bit of Henry and Clare [caption id="" align="alignleft" width="309"] The Time Traveler's Wife[/caption] I read about "The Time Traveler's Wife" from an ebook I got online. I immediately start reading it. At first, I breeze through it only when I
Wordpress 2.8.4 release, a joke? I have been maintaining several Wordpress blogs (all currently running 2.8.3 as of the time of writing). I logged in earlier today, and found that there was a new release. Of course, I wanted to have them all updated at the soonest possible time. By practice, I download
reviews Orphan You know how horror movies like to use little kids as object of fears? This one's different. I'm a horror movie buff, and I should know. From American to Asian horror movies, I've seen how kids end up as the scariest instrument of horror.
Praying with your Hurts Here is another wonderful prayer from a good friend, former classmate in High School. I believe each one of us has been through own hurts and pains in different forms, but when we plea for relief and release from this ordeal, we all call to the one who can appease
Prayer of Sacrifice I've been busy with ultimately no-weekend weekends. Busy with all the things that need to be done, without resting for a bit to sleep, have fun or just do nothing. Everything is about stuff that other people need, and that of which wherein time is of the essence.
Divisoria is still one of the best places to shop I'm not the typical girl. 'Nuff said. I don't go around shopping myself to death when I have money. Nor do I eat myself to death when I'm depressed. I don't hang around in coffee shops and I don't
Free mini store search app in PHP and AJAX - for dummies My last PHP project was almost a year and a half ago. I started working in PHP eversince college. Moved on to Java, Python and now, Ruby. I must say, PHP was the longest scripting language I used in my entire professional programming career. Maybe because it was the easiest
Refreshing weekend getaway in Island Cove I haven't had the chance to take a summer break to go on a vacation. Been so busy with work, personal stuff and the wedding preps of course. I had tons of daily stress creeping up my back and its making me sick already (as in physically sick)
